I Hate Sleep - Wednesday!
Yo, what is good, man? How are you guys doing? I HATE sleep! Don’t get me wrong, sleeping IS fun. It’s nice, relaxing, all that jazz. But the fact that it takes so many hours that I NEED before I can, like, mentally reset and be prepared and think clearly? Get rid of it! I would LOVE to be able to just not sleep and just be able to do stuff. There are just so many hours in a day, and there are so many things I want to do that sleep gets in the way of all this.
So, I tend to sacrifice sleep to the point that I just end up groggy, and it makes everything I do slower. I don’t know if it’s ADHD or what it is, but I find that I’m very good when I can structure my life to the minute. Like, five to ten minutes here, this is what I’m going to do; ten to twenty minutes here, this is what I’m going to do. The problem is, having strict scheduling only works when you only have to be accountable to yourself.
When you have a wife, kids, family, parents, all that kind of stuff… Wow, there are a lot of planes going over! I’m just going to talk louder because I don’t want to start this video over. But when you get all these other people that you’ve got to help and you’re responsible for (or helping with), and all of a sudden… I’m just yelling because this plane is going over me. It is not helping my thought process! You can’t be as regimented because you’re always going to have hiccups. There’s always going to be deviations to your plan. And then, as soon as those deviations happen, all of a sudden I feel like everything else just gets knocked out and disordered. I don’t know… get rid of sleep!
This is all connected to sleep somehow. I guess the truth of it is, I didn’t get much sleep last night. I don’t know what else to really talk about other than I hate the fact that I need to sleep, and that I wish I didn’t have to sleep, and that everything in my brain just worked great together. That’s it. That’s all I wanted to say. Anyways, till the next one. Peace!
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