Am I Just Broken? - Sunday!
Yo, is being nice overrated? Or am I just broken as a human being? Man, I swear to God, y’all keep trying to tell me that being nice costs nothing, that it’s effortless. I couldn’t disagree with you more. Being nice takes more energy and effort from me. Like, I could be hateful and petty for half of what it takes for me to be nice.
Like, yo, you nice people, are your inclusive thoughts also nice? Because mine are hella hateful, hella scary, kind of hilarious, but hella petty. Like, are you guys just always this pleasant? Like, what the hell? God forbid, man, you go out of your way to be nice to someone. Like, some random person comes up to you and is like, “Oh, my day sucks.” And you’re like, “Oh, why is it horrible?” And they’re like, “You know, my girlfriend left me or my wife left me.”
The fact that you honestly thought coming up to me and starting to talk to me about this stuff is going to make me somehow sympathize with you… I honestly at this point agree with her. Like, what’s wrong with you then? But nice people are just like, “Yo, they’re in it. They’re dissecting. Oh, man. Tell me more.” I don’t want to know! Don’t tell me that! Man, if you tell me your day is going bad or you’re not feeling so good, like, yeah, man, that sucks. That’s the most you’re getting out of me.
Like, do you nice people really genuinely care about this? Oh, we want to make the world a nicer, better place where everyone can feel welcome and everyone feels safe and they can just come up to you and start talking to you about random stuff? No, man. Stop karma dumping on me. That sounds like a freaking nightmare. I don’t want random people coming at me talking about all their problems, man. I got enough of my own!
But I’m an empath; it’s in my nature to want to heal people and just be nice to them and really try to fix them, man. No, you’re not. You’re just an attention seeker who wants everyone to think they’re nice. Screw you. I don’t honestly trust anyone who comes at me with that overly nice attitude. It’s just not happening. It’s not something I’m going to be like, “Oh yeah, yo, he’s really nice, man.” As soon as I think, “Yo, that person’s really nice,” where my head goes is, “Huh? What’s that person hiding? What’s that person up to? What type of karma are they covering up for with all this niceness?” Like what did you do, brother? What is it that you’re hiding from us?
I don’t know. That’s just me. Or am I just broken? I honestly very well could just be a broken human being. So, I’m genuinely curious. Anyways, that’s all for today. Till next time.
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